What is femininity? Is it an innate part of womanhood or is it a desired and learned trait? Is it enough to be feminine to the extent of your nature, or does natural femininity need enhancement? And where does this feeling of need for improvement come from?
Does womanhood need improvement? And what does it mean if I even think that way?
Where and when does the need to live in harmony with my cycle and true to my womanhood get influenced by “How to be feminine=atractive=sexually appealing=desire awaking”?
I still try to separate the femininity of my womanhood from what I was taught what femininity should look like – shaved, plumped, juicy, ready, but not too obvious, of course.
*To be continued as I am entering the premenstrual phase and other needs feel more urgent. I am not quitting this piece. It is not a setback or procrastination. It is a resource management and I am reassigning what I have. I can finish it during another follicular phase. It is all good.